Step one.

They say the first step when trying to overcome an affliction is admitting you have a problem

So this is me, announcing to the world, that I am one messy bitch.

At this present moment, my bedroom is in a state of utter chaos. I blame my lack of storage space, and the fact that i have no self control when shopping.

This is going to have to stop today. Or maybe by the end of this week, lets be realistic here. I have a lot of lounging around looking at fashion magazine, blogs and watching TV to do on my University holidays as well.

Woot Woo.

I have a Panasonic Lumix digital camera, and I love it.

It has a setting called 'Film Grain'.

It can even turn my haggard mess self into something a little glamourous from time to time.

The following photos of my friends are quite impressive.

And to think that we had just spent the last 10 hours on a bus, with little sleep the night before and only one small hotel room bathroom and mirror to get ready with.

Tonight.Tonight.

This video does things to me.

Sigh.

Had a dream last night about the most beautiful place I have ever been to.

Cannot wait to be frolicking through the fields of Switzerland or Austria once again, singing songs from 'The Sound of Music.

Wish

My life was like this.

Hold me closer.

Tiny dancer.


It is one of my lifetime goals to spontaneously start singing Elton Johns 'Tiny Dancer' in public ultimately leading to a massive group sing.

I tried unsuccessfully while on a bus tour around Europe. Failed miserably.

So the challenge still continues.

One day, one day, just you wait and see.

Give me a head with hair.

So I hate to admit it but it has been over 14 months since I have had my hair cut.
I am so damn indecisive I just can not commit to a hairstyle. Do I want my fringe back, do I wanna go lighter. Ahhh too much.
So as I can't sleep and I need to make a damn decision soon I thought I would google hairstyle generators and see what I come up with.
The results, shocking and definitely eye opening to say the least.

This is the image of myself that I used to test various hues.

I have always thought, hmm would my life be different if I was blonde?

Do they have more fun?

No they don't they look like a poor pale sick girl.

Maybe it was just that one blonde hairstyle, I'll give it another go.

Good lord, I don't think so!

Next query, would I be a hot flaming redhead like good old Lindsay Lohan?

Better than the blonde, but still, I think not!

What about I completely throw caution into the wind and go some pink streaks?

NEVER!!

What about some highlights? Nothing drastic.

Probably the best so far. But still not feeling it.

This was definitely an eye opening experience.

Brunette is my calling. With features as strong/harsh/horsey and skin as alabaster as mine that it borderlines on albino I hope that this little fiddle with hair colours keeps me from experimenting in the future.

I think I am now more confused than ever.

I wish Tyra Banks and Miss/Mr Jay could just decide for me.